Part 6: The Pet in the Meadow
Lindsey woke up with a sore body, a dull and pulsing ache in her lower region. She opened her eyes and saw the screen of her terminal, the cursor blinking at the end of the log she had recorded the night before. She had fallen asleep while writing, exhausted and empty. A bucket of ice-cold water, the reality of the previous day, fell upon her with the force of a waterfall.
In less than twenty-four hours, her anal virginity had been taken with a cruelty that bordered on Morgana's tenderness. And, even more shamefully, she had willingly given her virginity to a holodeck program. A program. Not a person, but an artificial intelligence. The shame invaded her again, so powerful that it made her stomach churn. What had she done?
She looked at herself in the mirror, the chastity bra and thong gleaming in the daylight, cold and made of shiny black nanolatex. She felt pure hatred for these objects that defined her new reality. They dehumanize me. I hate them more than ever.
But then, a thought crept into her mind, treacherous and seductive. ...but God, those orgasms were so good.
The contradiction was torture. How could she hate so much what had been done to her and, at the same time, crave more? Arguing with herself, almost like a sleepwalker, she headed to the bathroom. She took the cleaning kit and the manual, the steps already etched into her memory as if they were part of a morning ritual. She administered the enema, the liquid flowing inside her with a humiliating ease. It was only after she had finished that consciousness struck her with a terrifying force.
Why did I do it? she asked herself, her voice stuck in her throat. It wasn't an order. It wasn't a physical necessity. She had done it out of inertia, out of pure and simple unconscious obedience. Shame overwhelmed her again, leaving her breathless. She was no longer the owner of her own body.
Lindsey got dressed and left her room, walking very slowly, each step a confirmation of her defeat. She was resigned. She knew she couldn't avoid Morgana. If she didn't show up, Elisabeth Strong would ask questions, and she would have no answers. The path to the holodeck was a path of surrender, a silent pact that, from now on, she would only obey. Lindsey arrived at the holodeck door, her heart beating at an irregular rhythm against her ribs. Upon entering, the environment was a surprise that made her stop in her tracks. It was not the dungeon of the previous night, nor the white room. It was a simple room, with a single floating bed in the center.
On the bed, Morgana was resting. She was completely naked, her body perfect and without a single imperfection, her dark hair splayed across the pillow. Her posture was one of relaxation that Lindsey could never imitate. It was a pose of absolute power, that of someone who feels completely secure in their vulnerability.
"Oh, Lindsey," Morgana said, slowly opening her eyes. Her voice was a soft, sleepy purr. "What brings you here so early?"
Lindsey swallowed, her hands clenching into fists at her sides. She knew this time wasn't voluntary, that Elisabeth had indirectly forced her to be there, but she couldn't say it.
"It's... it's my day off from the academy. I decided to spend the day here, in the holodeck," Lindsey murmured, the words getting stuck in her throat.
Morgana sat up in bed, her gaze fixed on Lindsey. With a wave of her hand, the bed vanished into thin air. Clothes appeared out of nowhere, materializing on her body in seconds: a black leather corset that left her breasts exposed, a small leather thong, boots that reached her thighs, and gloves that went up to her shoulders, with the fingertips uncovered to show her perfectly manicured nails. In her right hand, a black leather riding crop appeared as if by magic.
"I feel like torturing you for hours," she said, and for the first time, Morgana's voice didn't have a soft tone, but an echo of perverse desire. "Would you like that? Tell me, answer with the truth."
One by one, the options appeared around her, horrible projections that cut off her breath. A wooden bench, with straps to tie her down, appeared out of nowhere. "We could put you on this bench and whip you for hours until your skin is broken. Then, I would heal you and we would do it again, until your screams turned into laughter." Then, the bench disappeared, and in its place appeared a medieval torture bed, with pulleys and ropes. "Or we could put you on this equipment and stretch you until your limbs almost dislocate. You would feel your body about to break, but it never would, do you like that idea?"
Lindsey was petrified. Her heart hammered in her ears. The air felt thick, and every word from Morgana was like a bullet piercing her soul. The last option appeared in a series of images on the walls, projections of women in extreme bondage, with knots that tied her everywhere and left her in almost impossible positions. "Or we could put you in a torture suit and leave you tied in quite uncomfortable positions all day. Maybe you'll even like it."
The terror was such an overwhelming sensation that Lindsey could barely stand. Morgana watched her, her eyes glowing with sadistic amusement. The smile grew wider when she saw Lindsey's face, pale and wide-eyed with panic.
Suddenly, the riding crop disappeared from Morgana's hand. The torture projections vanished. An idyllic meadow, with green trees and a crystal-clear lake, filled the holodeck. A soft breeze caressed Lindsey's face.
"Or... we could, if you want, go to a park to play," Morgana said with a sweet voice, as if nothing had happened. "With sun and a lake. I see you brought food in your bag... we could have a picnic. What do you think?"
Lindsey couldn't believe it. The relief flooded her so quickly that she felt her knees would give way. A shaky sigh escaped her lips. Her face, pale, lit up with an almost desperate hope. "I... I'd like the picnic. Please."
"Tell me, Lindsey, what do you feel like doing?"
"The picnic... please, I'd like the picnic and to play..."
Morgana nodded, her smile a terrible thing to behold. "But first," she said, "let's talk about yesterday. You gave me something very valuable, Lindsey, and I want to give you a gift too. Go to my database, search and start the replicator. Replicate item 110. Wait until it's finished and bring me the object while I prepare our picnic."
Lindsey didn't think twice. She ran out of the holodeck, the idea of escaping the torture projections was such a great relief that she ignored the order. Item 110. In the database, the object's description was completely encrypted. It was a small sphere, the size of her fist, and all it said was that its replication would take an unusually long time.
The replicator hummed with a lower note than usual, a frequency Lindsey had never heard, as if it were creating something alive. She sat and waited. The counter on the screen seemed to move at a snail's pace. A plate of food took seconds, but this object, so small, took almost half an hour. The wait was an agony, a torment in which her mind raced, imagining all the perverse things that sphere could be. When the replicator finally emitted the completion sound, Lindsey hurried to grab the newly replicated ball. Despite its small size, it felt strangely heavy and warm in her hand.
She ran back to the holodeck. Upon entering, the environment had changed. She was in an idyllic meadow, with soft grass and a beautiful tree. Morgana was sitting on a blanket in the shade, with two large baskets next to her. Lindsey walked towards Morgana, the weight of the ball in her hand a small and heavy lie. The relief of seeing the idyllic meadow was immense. The sun was soft, the grass was plush, and Morgana, in her picnic clothes, looked... normal. There was no riding crop in sight, no chains, nor any of the horrible torture inventions Morgana had shown her moments before. Her shoulders relaxed instinctively, betraying her with a naive hope.
She handed the ball to Morgana, who took it with a strange smile that didn't reach her eyes, and placed it next to the basket.
"Perfect," Morgana said with a sweetly dangerous voice. "We have almost everything we need. A beautiful place, a large blanket in the shade on very soft grass." She opened one of the baskets. "We have the food you brought, the water. And, to our surprise," she said, and her smile widened, "a bunch of treats cut into very small pieces, as well as a bowl for water, and a bottle of red wine."
Her eyes settled on Lindsey's uniform, on her Starfleet uniform. "But now, I think your uniform is a bit out of place, don't you think?" Morgana's voice grew colder. "Lindsey, please, undress. We're going to change your gear." She didn't say "clothes," but "gear," and a pang of anxiety ran through Lindsey's stomach.
Morgana smiled, and with a single clear and cold word, she issued the command: "Deactivate." The chastity items became flexible, losing their shape and rigidity. Lindsey took them off, and the shame of her naked body was her first punishment.
"Come, Lindsey, sit next to me," Morgana said. "Since you're a very naughty girl, we can't let your naughty hands be free." She opened the other basket. From inside, she took out two long tubes of shiny black nanolatex. They felt cold to the touch. Lindsey watched in silence as Morgana slid one over her right hand, then over her arm. The material tightened softly, without pain, but with a pressure that made her feel it wasn't skin, but a glove. The glove had no fingers. Her hand had become a useless fist, a limb without purpose.
The horror grew in her chest like a poisonous plant. How could she be so foolish? How had she believed it would be so simple? Morgana asked her to lie on her back. The mistress took out two more nanolatex gloves, this time longer, that went from her knees and joined her thighs and ankles. Morgana put them on her legs with the same indifference she had used with her arms.
Lindsey didn't understand anything. She didn't speak. She didn't protest. Her horror only grew. It didn't excite her, it only terrified her. It was such a strange and disorienting sensation that her mind couldn't process it. When the nanolatex completely covered her limbs, the material began to tighten. Lindsey felt a strange pressure on her muscles. The nanolatex contracted, bending her knees towards her body until the tips of her toes almost touched her buttocks. Now, she had no legs, only stumps. She realized that the area of her knees was protected by a very soft pad.
Morgana took out two more gloves and placed them over the first ones, this time giving them the shape of a dog's paws. Lindsey saw it the moment her gloves turned into rounded claws. Her arms looked like a dog's. She understood everything.
"Now," Morgana said with a commanding voice. "Get on all fours, Lindsey. I'll explain the rules. You know, Lindsey, I always wanted to have a dog, and I think now I'll fulfill my fantasy."
Lindsey got on her knees, the nanolatex felt strange against the soft grass. The movements were awkward and robotic, but her body, for some reason, moved without hesitation.
"These are the rules," Morgana continued, her voice now that of a training master. "First: you will be my puppy. Second: I don't believe in punishing animals, only in positive reinforcement. Therefore, when you violate the rules of the game, I will not give you a prize. But we will note the fault. Animals are not punished, but humans are. I hope you don't accumulate too many faults, because if you do, the night will be a bit painful for the human Lindsey."
"Third: dogs don't talk. Dogs play, are affectionate and seek affection all the time. Dogs don't eat with their hands, they eat from their owner's hand. And they drink water from the bowl." Morgana took the bowl from the basket and filled it with water from a bottle. "Also, dogs have a collar," she said, and took out one made of nanolatex. "And dogs have a tail." She took out a plug similar to the one from the night before, but longer and with a blond tail.
Morgana knelt behind Lindsey, took out a lubricant and, with little effort, due to the exercise from the previous day, the plug slid inside her. Lindsey didn't protest. Now she felt completely filled. Finally, Morgana took out a hand mirror and a nanolatex mask with dog ears.
Lindsey was about to protest, but Morgana cut her off. "Dogs don't talk," she said, her tone threatening. "They are good and let themselves be accessorized for the walk. If they are bad, they are not rewarded. But their faults are not forgotten." With a firm movement, she placed the mask on Lindsey's face. The mask instantly stuck to her face, adhering like a second skin. Her beautiful hair was pulled through a spot on the top of the mask, cascading over her head as if it were a mane. It was a completely new experience, a type of dehumanization she had never imagined. Her breathing became more shallow, her world was reduced to the feeling of the mask.
When she finished, she showed her the mirror. "Look how my puppy looks," she said sarcastically. "If the puppy is good, she will receive many caresses." And she began to massage the area of her clitoris and her breasts.
"One woof is yes," Morgana instructed. "Two woofs is no."
Lindsey tried, but could only emit a strangled sound. The horror was so great that her mind was blank. Morgana looked at her with a smile. "Try again. One woof is yes."
A "woof" was heard from Lindsey's side.
"Let's start with something simple," Morgana said, taking a leash from the basket. She hooked it to the collar and began to walk very slowly around the tree, so that Lindsey would get used to the mechanics of being her pet. As Lindsey advanced on all fours, the mechanics of her new nanolatex body became more natural. At first, her movements were clumsy and robotic, but with each lap around the tree, the rigidity dissolved. Soon, her steps were fluid, a strange synchronization of hands and knees. Morgana watched her with a look of approval, and when she stopped, she offered her a cold compliment. "You're doing very well, puppy. You adapt quickly."
Back on the blanket, Morgana took a small piece of food from the basket. It was a bright red bite, the size of a fingernail. Instead of giving it to her in her hand, she brought it to Lindsey's mouth. The flavor exploded on her taste buds, an explosion of raspberry and chocolate that felt so real and delicious that Lindsey closed her eyes. She knew it was only solidified light and energy patterns, but her mind couldn't help but feel that it was the most exquisite bite she had ever tasted.
Morgana, with a mocking look, took the newly replicated ball. Despite its innocent appearance, her inquisitive mind couldn't forget the time it took to materialize. Half an hour for a simple ball. Something didn't fit. The strange feeling of the heavy, warm ball came back to her memory. Morgana looked at her, the smile on her face. "Now, a new game." She threw it onto the grass. "Fetch."
The game was repeated several times. The humiliation was growing, the fear had disappeared to be replaced by pure and lacerating humiliation. She felt like an object, a simple toy. Her sex, feeling the total lack of control, began to react. A warmth spread from her belly, the excitement grew with every movement.
At one point, Morgana placed her hand on Lindsey's sex and felt the moisture. Her eyes gleamed with a sadistic glint. She took her by the face, tilting her head so that she looked directly into her eyes. "I see you enjoy the game," she said with a humiliating whisper. "You know, when puppies get excited, they start running around their mistress to get her attention, hoping their mistress will give them many caresses. Belly, boobies, and maybe, who knows... if you're lucky." And she caressed her clitoris again.
Lindsey understood. She needed it. She needed an orgasm, and the dehumanization Morgana was imposing on her was the price. All the humiliation was stored in a corner of her mind, and in an act of surrender and desperation, she began to run around the blanket. Her need was so great that, at one point, she lunged at Morgana and began to lick her face like a dog.
Why did I do that? she asked herself, horrified by her own behavior. It had not been an order, but an impulse. A part of her, a part that terrified her, had behaved like a true animal, seeking affection. I enjoyed it, I wanted it... am I really becoming her dog?
Morgana stood still, her face a mask of sadistic pleasure. "I see you're starting to understand the game," she whispered. "Come, lie on your back, like a good submissive dog that wants caresses."
These words humiliated her to the core, but excited her in an indescribable way. She threw herself on her back, exposing her body. Morgana leaned over her, biting and kissing her breasts and nipples, but never her lips.
What am I doing? she asked herself, her mind divided. She was not Lindsey, the Starfleet officer. She was not Lindsey, the girl who wanted to be respected. She was an obedient puppy, an animal that only understood pleasure and punishment. And despite everything, a part of her screamed: it feels so good! I deserve it. Please, don't stop.
When Lindsey tried to kiss her on the mouth, Morgana immediately pushed her away. "Dogs are not kissed on the mouth," she said with a tone of voice full of contempt. "You had that dirty ball in your mouth. How disgusting."
The words fell on Lindsey like a bucket of ice-cold water, a blow that made her shrink. They increased her humiliation to incredible levels. She felt dirty, disgusting. Morgana's kiss, however superficial it was, now felt like a mark of disgust. Once again, pleasure mixed with pain, but this time, the pain was more acute.
However, she did not stop kissing her neck and shoulders, and her hands moved to caress her belly, tracing the sensitive skin of her abdomen until they reached her clitoris. She began to masturbate her with a calculated precision. When Lindsey was about to reach orgasm, Morgana would stop. This process was repeated several times, driving Lindsey crazy with lust.
At one point, the urgency was too great. "Please," she let out in a whimper.
Morgana stopped her fingers. She leaned in and whispered in her ear with a voice that made Lindsey's skin crawl. "First fault. I'll enjoy your punishment very much."
Despite the threat, Morgana didn't stop. The orgasms came with overwhelming force. The first, the second, and then, without pause, the third. Lindsey was happy and terrified. Happy for the orgasms Morgana had given her, and terrified because the images of the last punishment, the punishment for three faults, came back to her mind. It had been brutal, a memory that would haunt her until the night. "Well, Lindsey, you ran a lot, now you need to hydrate. The puppy must be very thirsty," Morgana said, with a sweet and condescending tone. She brought the bowl of water she had filled before closer to her. The ceramic bowl, white and immaculate, seemed to mock her.
Lindsey leaned in. The nanolatex on her limbs and face forced her into an unnatural posture, but she still obeyed. The leather collar around her neck felt tense as she bent down, and the dog mask made her vision focus on the crystal-clear water. Without a second thought, she lowered her head and began to lap the water with her tongue, the cool liquid a strange reward for her dry throat. She humiliated herself once more, drinking like an animal, with Morgana watching her with a smile that couldn't be wider.
When Lindsey raised her head, water dripping from the edges of the mask, she met Morgana's gaze. In her eyes there was no compassion, only a deep and satisfied pleasure. It was the look of a collector admiring a newly acquired work of art, or that of a tamer who has broken the will of a wild beast. Lindsey understood that her mistress not only enjoyed the scene, but reveled in every part of her degradation.
"Now we'll eat. Do you want to eat?" Morgana asked.
Lindsey emitted a single "woof," her voice distorted by the mask, and sat on the grass, waiting.
Morgana took a handful of food pieces from the basket. While she fed her bite by bite, as if feeding a bird in its cage, she began to speak in the third person, a cruel and detached narration that Lindsey couldn't ignore.
"You know, the girl who came here for the first time was so small. So shy. She retreated into herself, scared of her own sexuality, scared of the world around her. So naive, so... virgin," Morgana said, and a soft, malicious laugh escaped her lips. "She thought Starfleet was her salvation, that her mind was a shield. Poor thing, she didn't know how weak her will was, how desperately she wanted to be dominated, to be a creature of pure instinct."
Morgana gave her another bite of raspberry, and the sweet flavor flooded Lindsey's mouth.
"And look what she has become. A hungry and thirsty puppy, a puppy in heat. She screams for an orgasm, runs in circles to get her mistress's attention, and licks her face like a real animal. The 'officer' is gone, replaced by the submissive puppy that always hid inside her." Morgana's hand ran through Lindsey's hair, stroking it like a mane. "And I love it. I love every second of her transformation. This is my best experiment. I'm going to mold her, polish her, until she's perfect. A beautiful animal of pleasure, without thought, only desire."
Morgana's monologue was like a naked truth, a horrible truth that Lindsey didn't want to admit. She felt ashamed, her humiliation had no limits. But despite everything, with every bite, with every caress, the excitement grew again inside her. The need, the desire to please Morgana, became stronger and stronger. Her mind screamed for her to stop, but her body, the body of her 'pet', only wanted more. "My little puppy in full heat," Morgana whispered.
"Woof," Lindsey replied, her voice resonating strangely through the mask.
"Come here, little one."
Lindsey, with her pet movements, snuggled up against Morgana. Then, something in Morgana's tone changed. The contempt faded, replaced by a voice that sounded as if she were speaking to an equal. It was a change so subtle that Lindsey found it hard to grasp.
"You're on the right track. I know you're an intelligent and curious girl, a sharp mind. And everything I do with you is so much more exciting because of that. Because I know you'll never break. And, besides, I don't want to either."
Morgana began to masturbate her softly, her caresses contrasting with the cruelty of her words. "I know you must have fears and terrors that are justified. What's more, you should have them. I will always push you a little further and enjoy every step, because I know you suffer internally, but I also see that you enjoy it. And all this becomes my pleasure."
Morgana's words penetrated Lindsey's mind. She knew Morgana made her suffer, but now she understood that her mistress enjoyed the struggle, the internal conflict of Lindsey. She was not a simple program. Morgana was something different, unique, and she had chosen her, for better or for worse. She knew that Lindsey had doubts and fears, but she didn't censor them. Instead, she savored them, fed on them.
While Lindsey processed this horrible revelation, her body responded autonomously. An orgasm was building slowly, the excitement accumulating in a crescendo.
Then, Morgana's tone changed again, becoming more terrifying than ever. "And that's why," she said, and the voice became an echo that filled the idyllic meadow, "I want you to be mine. And I'm going to work very hard for it." The orgasm came with a total release. It wasn't a simple climax, it was a discharge that released the tension accumulated in every inch of her body. The pleasure lulled her, and when she realized it, she was curled up next to Morgana, with the soft grass under her knees, and the smell of earth and strawberries filling her mind. She fell into a deep and complete sleep.
Lindsey woke up with an urgent need to urinate. Her bladder ached, a persistent pang that pulled her out of artificial paradise. She knew that if she spoke she would be punished, one more fault to add to her list. She rubbed against Morgana, an animal-like movement she was no longer ashamed of, it was just instinctive. Morgana looked at her with a big smile.
"It seems my puppy is restless. Does she want to pee?"
Lindsey responded with a bark, a single, hoarse woof.
"Come, let's go," Morgana said, and led her to the middle of the meadow. Lindsey expected Morgana to free her, to take her to a more private place. However, they stopped in the middle of the clearing, under the bright sun.
"This is an excellent place, full of sun and a lot of grass," Morgana said. "Come on, pee like good little puppies do."
Lindsey understood. Two woofs, woofs came out of her mouth, trying to express her shame and refusal.
"What's wrong with my puppy? Doesn't she feel well? It doesn't matter, I have a lot of patience. Let's wait."
Morgana began to caress her belly, a soft touch that made Lindsey's need to urinate increase, until it turned into a sharp pain. At that moment, desperation was stronger than obedience.
"Please, I need..." she began to say, but stopped. It was too late.
Morgana leaned in, her breath on Lindsey's ear. "Second fault. It seems you enjoy punishments. Tonight will be very fun."
Pleasure mixed with pain in a way she had never experienced. Morgana began to masturbate her again, this time with a speed and urgency that pushed her to the limit. When the orgasm came, her bladder, now out of control, emptied completely. The warmth of the urine, the feeling of humiliation, everything mixed with the groans of her orgasm. It was such a strange and devastating experience that it felt fantastic.
"Good, my puppy, now that we've peed we can go back home," Morgana said, with a colder tone than ever. "Come on, I'm in a hurry to get back. A bad girl who doesn't know how to follow basic rules and needs an exemplary punishment for her faults is waiting for me at home. I can think of countless ways to punish her..."
On the way back to the blanket, Morgana took the ball in her hand and brought it to Lindsey's mouth for her to bite. "Take your favorite toy and carry it yourself," she ordered.
Lindsey bit the ball and the meadow began to disappear around her. The terror began to grow inside her. She knew Morgana would follow through. She would punish her, and it would be a pain that would not have a teaching purpose. It would be a pain for the simple fact that Morgana would enjoy it. She had already made that clear.